Feb 11 2012, Saturday Dawn. God has taken you away from me without warning, leaving me behind with emptiness, sadness, sorrow and misery. I have been asking God why have to be you?! How am I going to face the world alone without you?? The moment I know you will be leaving me forever, my world fall into total darkness. Over 20 years of relationship, it's really hard to let you go. My heart break every time I think that I won't be able to hug, kiss, share my happiness and sadness with you. Sometime I think I'm in a body with empty soul. I MISS YOU BADLY, MY LOVE.